Hello, 2020.
Today is not a new year, not in the first month. But in September 2020, where I started to write again.
Yes, I have been away from blogging for quite some time and most of the time I am writing in my mind and heart.
There's a lot of things that happen after 4 years of my last post but nothing has changed so far. I am still me, 'enjoying' the single life, with increasing debt, and increasing wrinkles. haha.
2020 is not as flashy as I imagined back in primary school (in the 90s). Not as great as 2020 is the year of struggles and hardship. Also the year of reflection.
The pandemic, economic downturn, organisation restructuring, debts (good debts), deepen scar that hasn't been treated, real friends or just friends and family matters.
However, I am grateful that I have people around me to laugh and eat together. Sometimes, friends spend time together.
Yes, I am grateful that I have a place to stay, able to save some money even I also have created a silly debt last month (luckily it is manageable, but it felt very silly due to pandemic). However, I am grateful for the days that I have been through, even if it was not okay sometimes, there's the One who will listen to your whining and tears. Be grateful each day, chin up and you'll find the light.
And... after reviewing some older post.. (most of it), they seemed to be sad posts, whining, regrets and 'playíng victim' stats. How long should I keep writing those sad stories? So, starting this 2020 term, I promise to write good things and stories. Something that is useful and valuable to all to read.
Tawakkal. Sabar. Usaha. Doa.
Let's pray for everyone to be able to find their own happiness :)
20 Sept 2020
7.00pm. Kuala Lumpur.
